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Post by soulknight18 on Sept 26, 2012 20:07:16 GMT -5
Ive been doing good. The season is almost over so Im gonna need to find more work soon. College is still good. Im in a quarter where its mostly just writing, so its kinda boring for now.
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Sept 28, 2012 8:23:56 GMT -5
aww, I`m sorry *hugs soulknight* BTW: thnaks for joing my Fallen RP place *this time, glomps soulknight*
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Post by soulknight18 on Sept 28, 2012 23:46:47 GMT -5
lol, i was happy to. ^^
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Oct 2, 2012 9:06:46 GMT -5
YEAY! ^^
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Post by tster123 on Oct 12, 2012 10:02:40 GMT -5
T^T no one remembers me *Curls up in the corner*
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Oct 14, 2012 9:58:47 GMT -5
I remeber you Tster ! * hugs him *
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Post by tster123 on Oct 19, 2012 10:33:58 GMT -5
GAAASSSPPP thanks. ^-^
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Oct 22, 2012 7:49:39 GMT -5
^^ what can I say? Your hard to forget tster
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Post by tster123 on Oct 25, 2012 23:49:50 GMT -5
heehee of course I am.
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Post by soulknight18 on Nov 19, 2012 1:12:34 GMT -5
Hey guys. Anyone want to hear a story?
I'll give you a sneek peek, its about me trying to break up with my girlfriend to find out that she and her family are a horde of rotten bitches...
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Nov 19, 2012 12:44:57 GMT -5
*hugs soulknight* sure
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Post by soulknight18 on Nov 22, 2012 17:23:19 GMT -5
yeah, sorry about that little emo drama comment, ive been feeling better now. But yeah, im a single man now, and its a bittersweet feeling. I tried to brake up with her gently, and did so in a mature and repectable manner, but instead I only got an obnoxious insult from her crazy mother, telling me that im a peice of shit and so is my dad, ya know, like any other mother would right?
So, so much for being just friends, because ive now fully realized that the girl i onced loved so much cant think for herself and is a 12 yearold trapped inside of an adult women who is constantly controlled by her parents.
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Post by tster123 on Nov 28, 2012 9:43:14 GMT -5
>.> should you really be backbiting people man, it's not done in the most proper of circles.
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Nov 28, 2012 11:46:12 GMT -5
Well that is her mother and you never really know what is going on under the surface or in their head, you don`t know if there is a problem at home or if she is a dutiful daughter who tries to make a name for herself and make her parents happy at the same time since they are what she looks up to, you don`t know if she told her mother a completely different story since she doesn`t truly know your side and put it into her own words and her mother mistaken what she said. you don`t know if she is under pressure to be the perfect woman that her parents want her to be, you don`t know if she has something mentally wrong or if her parents do or even if her family does. There are many unknowns. don`t think too hard. Try not to trash a girl, after all, you don`t know what kinds of stress she is going through, you don`t know here full life story. Yes, you were in love and learned somethings about her, but you truly don`t know if she told you the truth or if she told you everything about her. you see, SoulKnight, I`ve been single for all of my life. I even didn`t have friends until the last two months of my senior year of High School. And throughout my years at college I have accepted that that path was better for me in the end. I know more about myself, i know how to look at people and know what they are feeling. I know how to read the feeling in the writing on the page and give it a voice I think the person would have. Try not to think much about the break up, I`m sure it was hard and you still felt something for her but you knew you and her were better off not in a relationship as boyfriend girlfriend and knew about the possibility that you two just might be better as friends. Just learn from it and move on, know your mistakes and keep on looking, you`ll find someone for you and only you you seemingly can`t live without someday. Just take your time, you have your whole life ahead of you. don`t rush it. I`m glad you broke up with her in a mannered way, that`s very good, it shows you still care for the girl, just not in a boyfriend way. God I sound like I`m a grandmother.. and I sure feel like one when I rant like this, but I felt as if I needed to say all of this. I hope you take everything I`ve said into account. Simply, in Dory for Finding Nemo`s word, "Just keep swimming" , take it day by day and I wish you luck for the future. There. Now I`m done annoying you all with text. Just go back to you lives and move on... there`s nothing else to say.
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Post by tster123 on Nov 28, 2012 17:08:08 GMT -5
(To everyone)
>.> .....what did I miss?
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Nov 28, 2012 17:27:39 GMT -5
You didn`t miss much... just me annyoing Soulknight and everyone else reading my text with text thoughts... and the longest post ever ( I think), woot!
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Post by tster123 on Nov 28, 2012 17:28:54 GMT -5
WOOOO! *Achievement*
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Post by soulknight18 on Nov 29, 2012 0:40:40 GMT -5
Kara, you make a good a respectable point. But you see, thats what ive figured for a while as well. But you see, I DO know what her life is like, she's told me everything, even some very personal issues that she suffered through as a child. Ive witnessed multiple times how her family opperates, and though they have fun times, they are far from stable. Savannah's mother, has lived a harsh life, which explains her agression, yes, but does that excuse it? Absolutely not. She runs her family like a dictatorship because they way she behaves around all of her family with a basis of "Im the leader, dont talk back to me, or i'll shout at you louder."
And I am not the only one who has this opinion, many other friends of mine, who have seen her behavior, believe the same thing, so it isnt me. She also has little to no respect to anyone, not even her own daughter, I can tell because from all the arguments those two have had, Savanah could never get a word in to explain herself, and is always interrupted. To prove my point even further, she accused me, because I took the apropriate measures and the responsibility as an adult to buy condoms for protection, since savanah and i are both adult and can make our own choices, of being a manipulator, immature, stupid, and pressuring my girlfriend into having sex with me, which couldnt be further from the truth. She also accused my father of being a petophile of teenage girls, and she has only met the man once. She also gave me death threats, very gruesome death threats, and so did the rest of her family. And as for Savannah, who knew better, just sat there and watched me be ridiculed by her family.
This is but a small taste of what was going on. this is what pretty much signed the deal on the breakup, because that incident truly showed exactly what savannah is like, she isnt pressured to be a perfect women, she is trained to become a babysitter. Because she has no job, no liscense, and hardly any social life outside of her family. She even told me herself, with her own words, that she would rather live with her parents then live out on her own. I didnt want that, im already traveling up and down the interstate for job and school, and im well on my way to graduation and im preparing to get myself an internship. I was trying tell savannah this respectably but she didnt even respond, just her mother insulting me and my family. and then to top it off, Savanah then started spreading rumors online that i dumped her with no explanation and that i was molesting her and manipulating her, taking advantage of her, and all these false accusations.
So you see, im not trashing on anyone, im stating facts, unlike her and her family, who focus on nothing but the negatives, and expect the worst from anyone inculding there own.
Care for me to explain more?
And that wasnt sarcastic, just so you know, im being polite. Its confusing, i know, considering its only through text.
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Post by kirajadeforesyth on Nov 29, 2012 10:43:56 GMT -5
all right, now that you`ve explained it much more, I do agree that it doesn`t excuse it.... yet you know, my grandmother, like her, had a horrible childhood, in fact she was rapped by her father. But you really couldn`t go t anyone and talk about it.. it was hush hush.... and because of her mother she became a literal translator of the bible... so she is a ..strange aggressor and like her mothers, is also a dictator.. you will do as she says.. or she`ll annoy you for the rest of your life and whip you with a belt...
And she really did that... you know.. that reminds me of my father`s whole half of the family.. they are like that.. and you know what.. Maybe she is brainwashed by her mother`s reign.. . I`ve seen something like that before.. and dealt with it myself.
As for the backlash from her.. I would think that is simply both the brainwashing and the fact she is used to not getting in a word.. it sounds as if she is her mother`s puppet... she would be simply used to it.. and probably, unconsciously will never be able to mature into her own person because of her mother`s brainwashing...
In fact, the type of brainwashing her mother has and still is using on her, is actually very common for any family member that suffered through childhood, they forced their own wants and dreams into their children, not letting them think or say what they actually believe and I`ve have heard and seen this brainwashing in action ,both towards me and not...
But after years with the same person and never getting out, possibly because of pressure from home, your mind simply wants to give up the fight against the person lording over them and shuts up. and after that starts, their maturity is stunted and their brain becomes malnourished since they aren`t being influenced by anyone else and possibly even refuse to be influenced and inspired by others because of the dictatorship. I should know, it`s happen in my father`s half of my family. it`s the main reason for a lot of shit and another reason why I don`t see them and him anymore.
I`m glad you have a plan for life. Keep on it and keep moving, personally, I think she is toxic for you, you tried to help her and that`s all you could. it was up to her, even with the dictatorship brainwashing still in effect, she does have a voice, she simply has to find a way to do it by herself. After all, you tried to help, and her family wasn`t going to back her up, but you were. You`re better off without her.
Sorry for ranting and making it somewhat confusing through text and all, it`s just when some one doesn`t explain things well.. I just have to.... you see.. my father actually tried to rape me... and after that happened, his half of the family did the same sort of dictator mind washing and even didn`t believe me when I said what he did! They were on his side, even my godfather, whom i thought I was really close to, was on their side and not mine!
That half of the family least tried to use the same kind of mind washing.. but I noticed after five year s of the incident with my father, they were always like that and. All that matters is that you know the truth and that she is a toxic relationship for you.
I understand that you aren`t sarcastic and that you`re being polite about this matter, as much as I`m trying to convey how much I am being polite and not being sarcastic to you about the same matter.
I know you deserve better. She`ll get what she deserves, in time, just know, you did all you could.
and just to lighten the mood Soul.... my name is now Kara??? hmm....
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Post by soulknight18 on Nov 29, 2012 11:27:28 GMT -5
HEY! every typo I make...is intentional.....lol
And that little bit about the father trying to...ya know. *hug* Im sorry that happened to you, No man deserves to be named father if they attempt such vile act
thankyou for your understanding and i hop i didnt discorage you in any way. I hope you do meet someone, because you definitely deserve him, or her, which ever way you like to swing it.
But yes, thanks again for listening, and now, lets try to focuss on the rest of our lives. So how have you been doing?
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